Exam!!!

I'm gonna have my exams on this coming Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday continuously!!! OMG... What do you all think? I'm gonna crazy and I can't take it... so let's juz relax and forget about exams.. wuahahahahahaha.........

~Simple me had a Nice and Happy day~

Today is 22 Nov, Monday. I had a great night even though I had go through a boring day. MiLo's daddy brought mummy and I to butterworth after he came back from training. We went to Mega Mall for shopping and walk around The Store, Pacific. Although I had been dizzy and got nausea all the way to Butterworth, I enjoyed myself very much to breathe outside air with MiLo's parents.


Besides, MiLo is so busy studying now, I cannot chat and talk with him. I have a lot to talk to him but scared will forget about everything. Therefore, it's good for me to write down everything here and let him to watch himself.


While i was shopping inside the mall, i saw a lot of clothes, bags, shoes and so on. I miss MiLo so so much. So wish he was with me and shop together with me. Then we went to look for winter wear department, as we were looking for thermal wear and gloves. We bought a men's bottom thermal wear which costs RM79.

We didn't get gloves, because we discussed to go to another place to look for it another day. After that, we were going to shop for fruits, bread and so on. After shop for about an hour, we bought vegetables, oranges, apples, kampung eggs, bread, yoghurt and red grape drink. There is a funny thing: as there is no plastic bag given, and it costs us to get plastic bag, so we hold all of the things ourselves.

Before going back home, we went for supper around chai leng place. There are so many stalls along the roadside. Suddenly i saw Tomyam mee! Oh God! I'm so desperate for Butterworth tomyam mee for so long already.. Keep wondering and asking myself: Should i eat this tomyam mee?? Will it be nice? A lot of temptation and i couldn't fight back. So finally i ate a bowl of tomyam mee and drank a glass of soya bean. I was very full and satisfied. But a comment for the tomyam mee: not nice at all! Disappointed! =.="
Besides, we bought some kuih as well after we had our supper there. I was so damn full but daddy bought kuih again for us to eat when we reached home. You know what? My tummy is coming out to say hello... =(

We were eating kuih and drinking red grape drink! Wow~ It was indeed enjoying but I was so full. I guess my weight is increasing when the food is going down my stomach. Oh, no...... Alright, it's alright. MiLo likes me to be like this. =)

Btw, I'm gonna say good night even though I'm still quite full now. Good night and tomorrow will be another good and enjoying day!

Staying together with future mother-in-law? Anyone?

Yes, I'm staying with my future mother-in-law now and this is not the first time already. How was it like for my first time? Long long ago... When i knew that i had to stay with her alone at home without my boyfriend's accompany, i was like omg... How am I going to face her everyday and live the life without my boyfriend? A lot of worries came across my mind and started to ask how? how? how?

However, thanks God! I have a very nice and good future mother-in-law. ^__^ In fact, we had nice talk everyday, every night. She is very good to me and feed me well. This could be proven through my weight. The increase of 5kg from 48kg to 53kg! We everyday watched drama, movies, news together and also had meals together. She even taught me how to cook my boyfriend's favourite dishes and so on. I felt like as if I'm her daughter and she is my mummy at west malaysia. It's so nice to be here.




Besides, we always went for shopping at hypermarket. We went Penang shopping mall and we even went Thailand! They bring me around because they scared that I'll be too bored without going anywhere and without companion. They scared I'll be too shy on taking food to eat, so they always gave me a lot of food and fruits to eat.




In fact, I live a blissful and happy life here with my future parents-in-law. =)

Last paper, Last meet for Tan Chew Peng

Today is the last day of my final exam... but also the last day of being with my roommate, chew peng...

We have been roommates since 2008 until now... We never quarrel, never argue over a single thing... Instead we always share things with each other, care for each other, eat together, suffer together and so on... When i was in trouble, she will always try her best to help me out... Now that i have to say goodbye to her and live my life all by myself...

Since today is the last day... I must enjoy my time together with her and be happy and leave a happy last memorable day for her... Let's party! and have fun on outing later!

Finally......

Finally, Mooncake Festival past......

Why this year's Mooncake Festival has been so hard in my life... Mooncake Festival represents reunion... Is that so??? Sister is moody, so I'm there comforting her. However, it turns me into moody mood and the process of comforting her made my tears roll down my cheeks.

No friends accompany, no family with me... Everyone is gone... He has his own happy time there with his friends. He has his own celebration with his friends. Who want to sacrifice their happy time to be with you and being unhappy with you? Don't be SILLY!

Hurt? What is hurt?? Is there any definition for HURT this word?

Unforgettable Mooncake Festival......

Mooncake Festival

I ever said I wont write sad thing in blog anymore but now... I think I can't do that... The happiness in my life is decreasing... decreasing day by day... How am I going to live my life like this?? I just want a very simple thing... Come back to my side... i know it's impossible now... But i really do hope there is one day that you come back to my side... That's why i want to and i am doing everything for you... Maybe you can't see my effort now... Perhaps there is one day you will see...

I feel so hurt, so pain, so unhappy... The hurt, pain and unhappy is cannot be described by words... I just can say i'm so hurt till i don wanna live on this world anymore... If Malaysia is in danger, I'd sure be ready to leave this world... There's so many people died in this world everyday, why am i still living here so "luckily" with thousands of pain and suffers??

Today is Mooncake Festival... but it is just like a normal Saturday for me... Being alone in the room, facing laptop and the wall... No friends, no family... no love?... no... everything is missing in my life... 爱情、友情、亲情，都没有……我还有什么呢？Everybody has their mooncake festival celebration, no matter small or big celebration... at least they are celebrating happily... but me?

After Raya holiday...

Firstly, i had a lot of fun during this raya holiday... i'm happy to be with milo... he's still so caring about me and i can feel for being protected when i'm together with him...

We went to ipoh---Lost World of Tambun. We played at the water park and spent time together happily even though we spend RM 100 on it. Just for the whole afternoon, i couldn't stand on the water pressure, dizzy and lie on the bench, taking nap... =.= We are too wasted!!! we should go to the hot spa there... Hmmmm... My roommate was too late to tell me this... sigh...

Then, just after we spent time on water park, we went to KL that night. We reached KL at about 10p.m.... We had no place to stay, so stay over night at McDonald... ^_^

Although it's an exhausted night, but we were happy for being together. We stayed at McD for 12hours... OMG... Can't believe it...

We took breakfast at McD with these two free vouchers... ^__^ After the 12 hours at McD, we went to time square for shopping... these are all the things milo bought for me as the preparation for the masquerade Prom night... We spent a lot... Plus a new PSP for me... Really thanks a lot my dear...^.^

During this raya holiday, after i've listed roughly for our expenses, we spent about RM 2,000.... WOW... That's really too much... *speechless*

Anyway, we are going to save as much as we can... The next trip i'm going to spend on is going for the prom with MiLo... To meet him is the best time in my life... So, i'm looking forward 10th Oct 2009...