Finally......

Finally, Mooncake Festival past......

Why this year's Mooncake Festival has been so hard in my life... Mooncake Festival represents reunion... Is that so??? Sister is moody, so I'm there comforting her. However, it turns me into moody mood and the process of comforting her made my tears roll down my cheeks.

No friends accompany, no family with me... Everyone is gone... He has his own happy time there with his friends. He has his own celebration with his friends. Who want to sacrifice their happy time to be with you and being unhappy with you? Don't be SILLY!

Hurt? What is hurt?? Is there any definition for HURT this word?

Unforgettable Mooncake Festival......

Mooncake Festival

I ever said I wont write sad thing in blog anymore but now... I think I can't do that... The happiness in my life is decreasing... decreasing day by day... How am I going to live my life like this?? I just want a very simple thing... Come back to my side... i know it's impossible now... But i really do hope there is one day that you come back to my side... That's why i want to and i am doing everything for you... Maybe you can't see my effort now... Perhaps there is one day you will see...

I feel so hurt, so pain, so unhappy... The hurt, pain and unhappy is cannot be described by words... I just can say i'm so hurt till i don wanna live on this world anymore... If Malaysia is in danger, I'd sure be ready to leave this world... There's so many people died in this world everyday, why am i still living here so "luckily" with thousands of pain and suffers??

Today is Mooncake Festival... but it is just like a normal Saturday for me... Being alone in the room, facing laptop and the wall... No friends, no family... no love?... no... everything is missing in my life... 爱情、友情、亲情，都没有……我还有什么呢？Everybody has their mooncake festival celebration, no matter small or big celebration... at least they are celebrating happily... but me?