Finally......

Finally, Mooncake Festival past......

Why this year's Mooncake Festival has been so hard in my life... Mooncake Festival represents reunion... Is that so??? Sister is moody, so I'm there comforting her. However, it turns me into moody mood and the process of comforting her made my tears roll down my cheeks.

No friends accompany, no family with me... Everyone is gone... He has his own happy time there with his friends. He has his own celebration with his friends. Who want to sacrifice their happy time to be with you and being unhappy with you? Don't be SILLY!

Hurt? What is hurt?? Is there any definition for HURT this word?

Unforgettable Mooncake Festival......

Mooncake Festival

I ever said I wont write sad thing in blog anymore but now... I think I can't do that... The happiness in my life is decreasing... decreasing day by day... How am I going to live my life like this?? I just want a very simple thing... Come back to my side... i know it's impossible now... But i really do hope there is one day that you come back to my side... That's why i want to and i am doing everything for you... Maybe you can't see my effort now... Perhaps there is one day you will see...

I feel so hurt, so pain, so unhappy... The hurt, pain and unhappy is cannot be described by words... I just can say i'm so hurt till i don wanna live on this world anymore... If Malaysia is in danger, I'd sure be ready to leave this world... There's so many people died in this world everyday, why am i still living here so "luckily" with thousands of pain and suffers??

Today is Mooncake Festival... but it is just like a normal Saturday for me... Being alone in the room, facing laptop and the wall... No friends, no family... no love?... no... everything is missing in my life... 爱情、友情、亲情，都没有……我还有什么呢？Everybody has their mooncake festival celebration, no matter small or big celebration... at least they are celebrating happily... but me?

After Raya holiday...

Firstly, i had a lot of fun during this raya holiday... i'm happy to be with milo... he's still so caring about me and i can feel for being protected when i'm together with him...

We went to ipoh---Lost World of Tambun. We played at the water park and spent time together happily even though we spend RM 100 on it. Just for the whole afternoon, i couldn't stand on the water pressure, dizzy and lie on the bench, taking nap... =.= We are too wasted!!! we should go to the hot spa there... Hmmmm... My roommate was too late to tell me this... sigh...

Then, just after we spent time on water park, we went to KL that night. We reached KL at about 10p.m.... We had no place to stay, so stay over night at McDonald... ^_^

Although it's an exhausted night, but we were happy for being together. We stayed at McD for 12hours... OMG... Can't believe it...

We took breakfast at McD with these two free vouchers... ^__^ After the 12 hours at McD, we went to time square for shopping... these are all the things milo bought for me as the preparation for the masquerade Prom night... We spent a lot... Plus a new PSP for me... Really thanks a lot my dear...^.^

During this raya holiday, after i've listed roughly for our expenses, we spent about RM 2,000.... WOW... That's really too much... *speechless*

Anyway, we are going to save as much as we can... The next trip i'm going to spend on is going for the prom with MiLo... To meet him is the best time in my life... So, i'm looking forward 10th Oct 2009...

My dear's first time spend time with me...

We went to Danga Bay, where i wanted to go with MiLo for so long already...

Finally, we were here... Danga Bay Convention Centre... We saw many pretty gardens...^.^

Wish that my future home is much prettier than all of those gardens... MiLo sure wants too, don't you?

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Thinking back the time we had been together few weeks ago... It was so great and happy even though i was tired of rushing here and there... Really miss the time with MiLo... I'm so unhappy here... I was so lonely and depressed...

See the time we spent together... Going to Zoo Negara, Petrosains and Aquaria KLCC... So hope my life is fulled with holiday with MiLo, no study and no work... ^.^

Zoo Negara

Sky Bridge of KLCC

Petrosains

Aquaria KLCC

A lot more photos we took... As long as i keep them nicely and look back my happy memories, i'm satisfied and happy already.

So these happy memories is the cure for my unhappiness and loneliness here. Keep my life up!!!